Julie Artz spent her young life sneaking into wardrobes searching for Narnia. When people started thinking that was creepy, she had to find other ways to explore her passion for mystical adventures. Now she finds those long-sought doors to magical story worlds in her work as an author, developmental editor, and book coach. An active member of the writing community, she volunteers for SCBWI and Pitch Wars and is a member of EFA and AWP. Julie lives in an enchanted forest outside of Redmond, Washington, with her husband, two strong-willed teenagers, and a couple of naughty furry familiars. You can find her as @JulieArtz on Twitter and Instagram.
Growing up in New Zealand, Amelia Butler didn’t have many opportunities to learn her mother’s native language, Māori, in school.
As she got older, though, she sought out ways to learn more about the language and the culture. In 1987, the Māori language was made an official language of New Zealand.
Amelia began to seek out as much as she could to learn about that part of her own personal history.
But after moving to the United States and becoming a mother, the dancer realized she was ready to lean in and share more about that part of her own cultural background.
And so began Amelia’s journey to wholeness and sovereignty.
And her Brave Yes.
In this week’s Brave Yes show, I talk with Amelia about her journey from hip hop dancer to an international Māori language teacher and dance instructor — and how becoming a mother is what changed everything for her and what drives her now.
She shares her story of starting a business that has rippled across the world bringing Māori people together. She also teaches the dances Poi and the Haka, the traditional ceremonial dance that has become known through videos on rugby teams and more.
This was was a powerful Brave Yes interview. Amelia’s story to wholeness is awe-inspiring.
And just what every woman needs to hear right now if you are wondering how to be more YOU in this world that desperately wants you to conform to traditional, oppressive standards of women, families and culture.
Amelia Butler is an indigenous Māori performer, dancer and choreographer from New Zealand. She has been teaching and performing dance at an international level for over 20 years. Amelia moved to Los Angeles in 2008 to pursue a career in dance and has worked as a professional dancer in the LA entertainment industry. She founded and leads Los Angeles based traditional Māori performance group, Ngā Ānahera Māori, and teaches the Māori language via video chat through her company, Learn Māori Abroad. Amelia’s tribal affiliations are Ngātiwai, Ngāpuhi and Ngāti Awa. She is proud to share her culture here in the US. Follow her on Instagram.
It can be a challenging time to realize your dream career no longer fits who you’ve become as an adult.
We wrap up so much of our identities in our work and to even fathom changing that is incredibly hard.
Admitting things are not working is hard but staying in something miserable is even harder.
When I was a middle school girl, I dreamed of a lot of things for myself. The big mansion. The nice cars. And the perfect job and family.
As I moved into high school, I had fleeting moments of wanting to be a fashion designer — but I couldn’t draw.
And, then was that moment I wanted to become a marine biologist — but I was scared to dive into deep waters.
There was yet another moment I wanted to become a magazine writer or editor — which was ultimately dream that started me down my actual career path that led me here to this moment.
However, my ultimate traditional dream career never really happened.
I am OK with that because all along I was following my life’s vision anyway.
My career path has not been linear or perfect. It’s been messy. It had long stretches of being unclear and unfocused. I followed one breadcrumb after another until things just took shape in a way I could have never imagined.
The truth is that I never really had the drive to stick through things that didn’t feel good for me.
The Set Up for Disappointment Begins during Childhood
As children, we were told we could be anything. An amazing life was offered to us — if we could just dream it up.
And dream we did.
But, like anything magical, some of those dreams got lost in the journey of adulthood or put aside for more urgent pursuits.
Some of those dreams were a good fit for our personalities — but others were idealistic and dreamy — and still live deep inside of us. These are often dreams like being a writer or an artist or some other creative pursuit that seemed less like a career and more like a hobby.
Others, were nonsensical like my love for beading necklaces that always broke and climbing trees and wanting to move to Australia.
The mistake most young people make is deciding who they want to be for the rest of their lives when they hardly know yet who they are becoming in this world at all.
This is what is unfolding right now for my own daughters who are 15. They are being forced to make too-soon decisions for a future they cannot possibly even imagine let alone plan for, but they are desperate to choose a path and so they agonize over their own possibilities.
And I want them to wait. Pause. Hold off as long as possible.
They don’t want to listen.
For my own career, I knew I wanted to be a writer. I had been writing and storytelling since a very young age. But the real domino effect didn’t begin until after college when I needed my name in print as a writer before I could get hired for a magazine — which led to a job at the small town newspaper where I grew up.
I was hired on the spot, surprisingly, and I walked into the newsroom on my first day thinking … I’m finally a writer!
But really they had me writing obituaries to start. Every day, I covered the obit desk. Every day I wrote notices about who passed in the last day or two. Every day for months, I felt demoralized but powered through hoping they would see my talents and skills as a writer.
It was the imperfect start to an imperfect career.
I eventually moved away from the obit desk and into real reporting and writing. I spent a decade as a journalist and loved every minute telling people’s stories and shedding light on injustices in the world.
Until I didn’t.
The result is so many of us end up in careers that no longer fit us as we grow up and mature and really figure out who we really are — but by then it’s harder to make a change.
We have to choose a job or career to focus on. There’s no way around it. Some may never outgrow their career.
But, I did. Well, I burned out on it and then it changed to something hardly recognizable in an industry I definitely had a passion for earlier on in my life.
When your career no longer fits you it’s time to make a change. But that change has to be in alignment with the other parts of your life.
That list of shoulds looks a lot like this:
Family — kids or pets
This is how the traditional life works. We wake up, we do the next best thing and we aim toward the Good Life that is a set of images we’ve collected in our minds from other people, magazines, social media, books, television and movies.
Suddenly, after following everyone and imitating what you want to be and see in your own life you realize that you actually never did arrive at that pivotal moment of Yes, this is it.
You simply wake up and realize you didn’t end up where you thought and while you love your life and maybe what you do for a living, something is missing and time is slipping.
But now you sense something is missing in your life, like you aren’t living into your true purpose or passion and you wonder what you did wrong.
You actually didn’t do anything wrong.
Sometimes the traditional career path just doesn’t work for us, especially if we are changemakers and creatives.
When Life Circumstances Pull You Away from Your Life’s Calling
We blame ourselves for doing what we have to do to get through and survive but that’s not fair to us. The truth is there can be a lot of reasons why our traditional career or business is not fulfilling to us anymore.
The first and foremost is doing what our parents said was best.
Many of my clients tell me that they really wanted to be musicians, artists or writers but that wasn’t an acceptable job to their parents and so they went for the doctorate, the engineering or teaching degree instead. This was the safe, practical choice that is wrapped up in shoulds and almost always leads to an unsatisfying life and career.
And then there is just plain old timing. The first job offer you feel desperate to take. The job closest to your home. The job that is easy and effortless. The job that just lands in your lap without effort.
Either way, most of my clients get to a point where they realize that their current job or longtime career no longer fits them.
Making a change is hard. And it’s easy to think that there will be a better time. Such as when you wrap up a big project. Or lose a few pounds. Or finally have a little extra money in the bank.
Waiting for the perfect timing is a weight that keeps us in place — sometimes forever.
When we put these kind of conditions on ourselves, we put off our dreams for a time that may not actually ever exist. Who is to say that you’ll finally get that savings where you want it — especially when the dishwasher breaks or the vet bill is ridiculously high.
Relying on perfection isn’t a great way to decide to make a change. The only way to make a change is to do so when you’re ready to take yourself and your dreams more seriously.
Staying safe is all about staying where things are easy and that is what we will gravitate to if we don’t have enough self-trust and self-confidence.
No matter what, if your career no longer fits you the first step is always first finding out who you are — who you have become — and tune into who you are becoming in this Second Act part of life.
You are the heroine of your own story but if you don’t know enough about yourself you may end up in a new career you like even less.
There is no such thing, by the way, as a life purpose.
There is, however, your life’s vision and purpose for right now — for the woman you are right now and the one you are becoming.
When you realize that something needs to change that simply means you are in the midst of a career awakening.
6 Signs Your Career No Longer Fits You and You are Ready to Make a Change
And the next thing you know you are in your 30s or 40s waking up from endless days and weeks and years of of figuring it all out and shaping a perfect life and you look around and you are tired, exhausted and need and want a change but don’t know how.
For many Generation X women, like me, it’s not just boredom.
It’s stress and burnout, too. The long hours. The sleepless nights. The worries and anxieties because the work life has not been easy or meaningful for us. The sandwich generation.
But it’s also an awakening.
For some it’s a midlife awakening.
But for many it’s simply a career awakening.
For me, my first career awakening began in my late 20s when I decided to leave journalism for a more meaningful and life-fulfilling career. But even since then, I’ve reinvented myself a few times in order to live my values.
It is during this moment that you may experience a career awakening and realize you need a change.
In my work with women, here are the 6 signs you are ready for a career change.
You suddenly feel trapped or stuck in a business or career that no longer fits your values.
You long to work in a space that is in alignment with your own life’s passions and beliefs.
You are ready to say YES to yourself but you’re not sure what that is — but something is definitely missing right now.
You are dreaming about a lot of other options — even things that seem strange or out of character — because all of your life you’ve been overlooked and hiding.
You feel overwhelmed by the idea of making a change but you long for it and daydream about it all day.
You feel ready to step into your power as you are tired of playing small and being underappreciated.
And, more importantly, how when you feel trapped or stuck in your perfect, ideal life that isn’t really serving your whole self as well as you would like?
How do you figure it out? How do you figure out what’s next?
And how to you take the hard road to making it happen when you have a life that is very much settled? A life with kids and a dog that needs let out at 6 a.m. and dinners that need made and deadlines to meet?
How do you get unstuck? How do you move forward?
I like to tell my clients that my job is to help you dig out from the rubble of your life.
And it’s true. Our first few decades are all about trying things on and figuring things out and then we start to re-energize ourselves toward our life vision. And with that comes a lot of unlearning and unbecoming.
If you are interested in making a change but aren’t sure how to begin, it all starts with awareness that you matter, that you are worthy of feeling happier. If you feel stuck or trapped and aren’t sure which direction to go in, it’s time to focus on listening and understanding that your desires are worth paying attention to.
Because being YOU without apology is going to have some fall back.
If you are ready for change, here are Four Key Elements to Making a Change
Listen to your career or midlife awakenings — My first awakening happened at age 28. Then 39. Then 46 when I was suddenly a mom of teenagers, a longtime coach for young moms who wanted to be more peaceful and realizing that I had so much more to offer the world in how I serve women. I was ready for a change. But what?
Unearth your self-worth — In my last awakening phase, when I was already coaching women, I designed my own powerful unearthing you coaching process where I was able to rediscover my inner fire and self-worth and started to really see what value I offer to this world. I found my confidence and it was powerful. I now use this method with my private coaching clients and it is powerful.
Say yesto you. It’s so easy for women — especially mothers — to put off dreaming big until the right time. That is often when all the kids are in school or when they are out of the house. But the truth is that saying yes to ourselves should happen as soon as we have the longing as that’s when the passion is greatest and worth chasing after — even when it’s inconvenient.
Choose courage over comfort. It’s so easy tochoose comfort over courage. In fact, our society promotes comfort and ease so much that many women can’t do discomfort, which is a vital resilience tool to use when making a life change. I spend a lot of time working with my clients on how to cope and thrive through the messy middle of change.
I thought I would keep doing everything the same forever. I was spinning my wheels trying to find the energy and passion for something that I had felt restricted by since it only represented one of my parts.
But one of the most liberating shifts a woman can make is to realize that you have so much power over how you want to live your life.
You simply need to lean into the discomfort of change and uncertainty and allow yourself to flow toward flourishing.
Permission to Dream Bigger for Your Second Act
It’s easy to get to a point in our lives and think sure everything is good, everything is great.
And some let that voice take over and stay in their comfort zone.
And others keep pushing that voice away and listening to their intuition.
One of my favorite aspects of helping women unearth their authentic selves is how new possibilities show up that my clients weren’t expecting.
Often they enter our coaching relationship with an idea but the idea is based on a should that they picked up somewhere from watching others. Social media has a lot of sway these days on pushing women into certain directions.
But when you unearth YOUR core self — the real you, the brilliant you — you start to see that you have so much to offer this world and so much you can bring to show up more boldly as a leader.
And the next thing you know you are dreaming bigger for yourself.
You don’t have to Burn it All Down, though
More often than not, when a woman comes to me for coaching, she’s ready for a life change and she is absolutely terrified.
And, yes, sometimes that change is necessary and the direction she ends up going in.
But sometimes a really big change is not the answer. Sometimes we need to make more subtle life changes to find greater fulfillment and joy.
We can live a beautiful, happy life even in a career that is lackluster.
That’s where my Brave Yes Coaching comes in.
Because maybe your job is isn’t working out but you want to keep it. What then, can you do to live a more fulfilled life in other ways?
Perhaps you want to spark your creativity and start writing or being an artist. Or, perhaps you just need to believe in yourself and go for a promotion or do the same work you’re doing but for a company that is more in alignment.
And, if you are a business owner, it’s possible that you don’t need to change your entire business. Perhaps you just need to focus on shifting how you are showing up and being seen in your current business so you can create the kind of ease and financial growth you want.
Sometimes we end up in fixed mindset where we can only see this or that as our options when we are not happy. But the truth is that what we need is to use our creativity and resources to dream a bit bigger and be more expansive with our options.
Then, the possibilities are endless.
But first it’s best to really get to know yourself and who you are right now and who you want to become … and then make a decision from that space of grounded self-worth.
Either way, my goal is to help you do whatever you need to do to thrive and flourish in this one life you have to live.
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It took a personal tragedy to wake Michelle Currie up enough to realize that she longed to do more with her own abilities and passions in life.
It all started when her partner had a stroke and they needed to make serious life changes — including a move out into the country from the city.
But that wake up call was just the beginning and she was able to begin to turn her challenge into an opportunity.
“I started to take the reigns of my life,” she said.
Until that point she had been a busy, successful business woman but she had been hiding.
But the tragedy gave her new energy.
“You only have this one life to live,” she thought.
From there, she was all about following little breadcrumbs to her soul’s purpose.
Her story is powerful and soul-stirring — and is the perfect Brave Yes Journey story in that she found wholeness for herself in the end.
We discuss the inner and outer resources she needed to get through those hard times and to dig herself out of the rubble of that tragedy to find clarity and insight into her own longings that has led to helping others work with spirit guides.
Michelle Currie M.Ed is the Founder of Rebel Soul Circle. As an Intuition Mentor and healing arts practitioner since 2006, she has been helping women within corporate and private settings align with their intuition, courage, and voice.
Making time for your dreams and inner longings sometimes feels like an overwhelming, impossible feat. Life just seems to take over and the urgent matters grow exponentially.
This past year — despite not being as busy out in the world as we have been in the past — has been no less a struggle. The difference this year is that we’re juggling so much more without support.
And yet, our dreams and inner longings do not disappear in times like these.
My clients have no less desires — only less energy.
They want to become authors and writers — but they are zapped by anxiety and obligations.
They want to take their businesses to the next level — but they are depleted by the daily responsibilities of home, family and keeping the business going.
They want to go for a promotion or a new job but they are just barely able to get through the day let alone do job hunts and deal with the stress of change.
And I get it.
This past weekend, I was walking my dog and I had this feeling wash over me — a feeling of being at the end of a very long marathon and just barely able to cross the finish line. In fact, the vision was that I may not ever reach the finish line.
LIke most of my clients, I have been multitasking for a year — making sure my teenagers are both staying healthy in mind, body and spirit, keeping up with their academic loads and smoothing over rough patches of sibling and friendship conflicts. I’ve cooked all of the meals, washed many dishes and cleaned the kitchen after dinner AND lunch. And I have had very little solitude and time for myself.
Oh, and I’ve kept my coaching business up and running.
It’s a struggle and the juggle isn’t over, yet.
Choosing yourself is one of my Brave Yes Tips and it’s during these times that we MUST take a step back and remember that no matter what is happening — we are still human beings with desires and needs. (Subscribe to my Brave Yes Newsletter and download my 10 Brave Yes Living Tips.
So what do we do?
How do we make time for our dreams in the midst of life and chaos and uncertainty?
That’s what this week’s episode of The Brave Yes is all about. I share my 3 best tips on what you need to do as well as give you an overview of the Brave Yes Journey itself so you can see where you might be on the spectrum.